part 1:

The Landscape

Fool’s Gold

The mountains of my mind

Part in between

Surrounding to line

A stroke of white stream

That gushes through the channel

And arrives at my feet

As I gaze up at the mantled

Mantle of hosting my dreams

My eyes continuously fixed

At the thought as it firmly sits

Atop the peak, circled by mist

It slowly begins to fracture and split

Into fragments of amber slivers

That sparkle off of the snowy silver

And sink into the falling river

The mantle always delivers.

Flowing with haze, the river slows

Specks of yellow will now glow

The peaked bestowed will now bestow

Feisty tadpoles so eager to grow

I bend down to kneel

And submerge the pan

The foamy white streaks

Gelid on my hands

I surface the disk

Hold it up to my eyes

The rest trickles out

And a new shard I find

I sift a little further

And the thought consumes

The river, once an icy blur

Now fiery with fumes

But then the eyes glance over

Over my bowed shoulders

Above, bearing down

Their heads tilt and they frown

Up to my mind they shout

To my face they announce

They blare a blaring decry

With nothing more than a sigh

Whether I needed to confide

Will now run riot through my mind

The sifters of old

Needed their unique gold

But for the sifters now

Just their gold won’t astound

It won’t hold back the frowns

For so much has been found

That even the thought that I mould

Must now differ in bold

And so if I truly embrace, it’ll all fold

This subliminal world

And my precious fool’s gold


Ignition

The shard proceeded to singe.

Mercilessly

On my skin.

My grasp twitched

It threatened to slip,

To squirm away

Escaping my craze.

But I’ll keep trying

To hold it within

As lying therein

Is the sense to this haze.

Parched leaves

And starved trees

Crinkle and cower

Underfoot and a canopy

But the roaring stream still deafens

Deceptive vision,

Thick with obsession.

A cycle so vicious,

My lifeless possession.

Its brimming potential

Is simmering my mental

States its eternal

Nature condemns.

Pathetic.

I remember the eyes

Fallacy.

With falsity they smiled,

Promise me,

Nodding their lies,

You’ll never be

A stab so vile.

Back to see

Your remedy

Drowning you

In its sinking sea

But the eyes reminded me

How to resurface.

Wading up my stream.

I huddle the leaves

And drop the singing shard in.

I let the heat consume

And consumption begins.

The flickers turn to flakes

And the flakes singe my skin.

I feel expression spark

But my will begins to thin.

Silently, I let this flame

Ascend me and choke.

I’ll choke.

Choking on smoke,

Smoking it out of me,

The flame it stokes,

Stoke as it consumes,

My world goes up in fumes,

Fumes fly up my nose,

My shard has now grown.

A pierce at my neck

Forces my eyes up.

My shielding canopy

Has given way,

It has faked

Me out of my own skin,

Shuddering at what the heavens will bring.

A thunderous downpour

That murders my flame

And as I gaze up

My eyes catch a glimpse

Of the eternal eyes

Amongst the falling shards

Of crystalline.


interlude i

The Morning News

with your morning brewing,

elixir contained,

you search for a greeting

from the world today

how will you be met?

crying children?

falling towers?

perhaps the changing percentages?

bulls and bears

are going extinct!

aren’t we all?

but who knows what’s in those vials

that they’ve expedited

that we wouldn’t have needed

if it weren’t for those laboratories

sticking their noses in everywhere

what are they searching for anyway?

is there even a point anymore?

meaningless grains of sand, right?

or something like that

but you have places to be

your oyster awaits

people are depending on you

and you’re running late

but don’t just follow suit

for if you wear the tie too tight

it becomes a noose

so go seize the world

this chance won’t recur

aim for the stars

and, before I forget, don’t look up

the eight minutes

before the sun’s final flicker

may have already begun

disregard the falling rates

of demise

the falling rates

of those beneath the line

disregard the life outside

no matter how colourful

disregard your comfort inside

no matter how peaceful

spread the word,

we are the plague,

and if they protest

show them pictures of the world in distress

don’t let them speak

they’ll scream obscenities

claiming,

“the world wasn’t quieter before

those absent from your place

would have died for survival

and they did.”

the wrenching guilt in your gut

don’t let it ease

the urge to revel

don’t let it free

pick up the paper

un-wrinkle the pages

and wrinkle your brow

has your elixir brewed?

good, now time for the world,

remember now,

fear sells the morning news.


Petrichor

The ash blackens my eyes

And wraps its way around my neck.

My limbs rigid,

Frozen against the damp.

The false canopy above

Cries its sorrowful tears,

As if it was ever going to

Hold back my fears:

I’m petrified

Of those gleaming circling eyes,

The way they cruelly decry

Yet are the escape from my mind.

I catch the eyes,

Behind me, they loom,

Glistening behind oak,

With their stony glares

And golden veins

Mocking that of the shard forgone,

Beckoning me away,

From the scars on my hands

And the burns on my neck,

Away yet back,

Summoning this

Musky essence

That hugs me close,

A deceiving embrace.

An earthly call

Shivers the ash

And quivers the trees

Shaking the residue

Off the draping leaves

It’s the peak rumbling once more

Threatening another cyclic war

And an urge to disprove

Overcomes

Yet I remain rigid

Against the damp

I can’t find my feet

And I’m gasping to breathe

But I know I’ll resurface

And let my soul pour out the rest

Of this remedy that I have brewed

To cure my mania that I must best

I have arrived

Lying in the aftermath,

My skin deprived

But my eyes turning back.


Frostbite Threatens

The flakes of white

Descend from the dull sky

Swaying in calm

Catching my pale eyes

The cold is getting to me

An unwanted blanket

Enshrouding this world

As the mist settles

Blurred by the mist rising from the stream,

Autonomy seemed a distant islet

With only promises of exhales

And glimpses of violet

Yet it corroded attachment and urged to betray

Would they, the Catharses,

Finally end their stay?

No, the night would emerge to prey

And so the dull sky

Seems darker than dull

The death of light begins to take its toll

And although agony the morning does hold,

Without the tears and harrowing screams,

Without the need to cover and screen,

The shades of emotions at the hide of my face

Would decay as they turned to grey

Thusly it seems clear to trust

In these morning pains returning to erupt

But with the darkening skies and resting mist

Clarity is ceasing to exist

The discolour on my hands

And black wrapped around my neck

Tell that a cyclical storm once more

Would be more than I could endure

And so enticing it seems, to have a room

A personal haven from the fumes

A means for reflection, for repose, for rest

As this outside world gets colder by the breath

But how far must I roam?

How long must I stay?

Now resolve grows thin

Come the dark of day.


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