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part 1:
The Landscape
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Fool’s Gold
The mountains of my mind
Part in between
Surrounding to line
A stroke of white stream
That gushes through the channel
And arrives at my feet
As I gaze up at the mantled
Mantle of hosting my dreams
My eyes continuously fixed
At the thought as it firmly sits
Atop the peak, circled by mist
It slowly begins to fracture and split
Into fragments of amber slivers
That sparkle off of the snowy silver
And sink into the falling river
The mantle always delivers.
Flowing with haze, the river slows
Specks of yellow will now glow
The peaked bestowed will now bestow
Feisty tadpoles so eager to grow
I bend down to kneel
And submerge the pan
The foamy white streaks
Gelid on my hands
I surface the disk
Hold it up to my eyes
The rest trickles out
And a new shard I find
I sift a little further
And the thought consumes
The river, once an icy blur
Now fiery with fumes
But then the eyes glance over
Over my bowed shoulders
Above, bearing down
Their heads tilt and they frown
Up to my mind they shout
To my face they announce
They blare a blaring decry
With nothing more than a sigh
Whether I needed to confide
Will now run riot through my mind
The sifters of old
Needed their unique gold
But for the sifters now
Just their gold won’t astound
It won’t hold back the frowns
For so much has been found
That even the thought that I mould
Must now differ in bold
And so if I truly embrace, it’ll all fold
This subliminal world
And my precious fool’s gold
Ignition
The shard proceeded to singe.
Mercilessly
On my skin.
My grasp twitched
It threatened to slip,
To squirm away
Escaping my craze.
But I’ll keep trying
To hold it within
As lying therein
Is the sense to this haze.
Parched leaves
And starved trees
Crinkle and cower
Underfoot and a canopy
But the roaring stream still deafens
Deceptive vision,
Thick with obsession.
A cycle so vicious,
My lifeless possession.
Its brimming potential
Is simmering my mental
States its eternal
Nature condemns.
Pathetic.
I remember the eyes
Fallacy.
With falsity they smiled,
Promise me,
Nodding their lies,
You’ll never be
A stab so vile.
Back to see
Your remedy
Drowning you
In its sinking sea
But the eyes reminded me
How to resurface.
Wading up my stream.
I huddle the leaves
And drop the singing shard in.
I let the heat consume
And consumption begins.
The flickers turn to flakes
And the flakes singe my skin.
I feel expression spark
But my will begins to thin.
Silently, I let this flame
Ascend me and choke.
I’ll choke.
Choking on smoke,
Smoking it out of me,
The flame it stokes,
Stoke as it consumes,
My world goes up in fumes,
Fumes fly up my nose,
My shard has now grown.
A pierce at my neck
Forces my eyes up.
My shielding canopy
Has given way,
It has faked
Me out of my own skin,
Shuddering at what the heavens will bring.
A thunderous downpour
That murders my flame
And as I gaze up
My eyes catch a glimpse
Of the eternal eyes
Amongst the falling shards
Of crystalline.
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interlude i
The Morning News
with your morning brewing,
elixir contained,
you search for a greeting
from the world today
how will you be met?
crying children?
falling towers?
perhaps the changing percentages?
bulls and bears
are going extinct!
aren’t we all?
but who knows what’s in those vials
that they’ve expedited
that we wouldn’t have needed
if it weren’t for those laboratories
sticking their noses in everywhere
what are they searching for anyway?
is there even a point anymore?
meaningless grains of sand, right?
or something like that
but you have places to be
your oyster awaits
people are depending on you
and you’re running late
but don’t just follow suit
for if you wear the tie too tight
it becomes a noose
so go seize the world
this chance won’t recur
aim for the stars
and, before I forget, don’t look up
the eight minutes
before the sun’s final flicker
may have already begun
disregard the falling rates
of demise
the falling rates
of those beneath the line
disregard the life outside
no matter how colourful
disregard your comfort inside
no matter how peaceful
spread the word,
we are the plague,
and if they protest
show them pictures of the world in distress
don’t let them speak
they’ll scream obscenities
claiming,
“the world wasn’t quieter before
those absent from your place
would have died for survival
and they did.”
the wrenching guilt in your gut
don’t let it ease
the urge to revel
don’t let it free
pick up the paper
un-wrinkle the pages
and wrinkle your brow
has your elixir brewed?
good, now time for the world,
remember now,
fear sells the morning news.
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Petrichor
The ash blackens my eyes
And wraps its way around my neck.
My limbs rigid,
Frozen against the damp.
The false canopy above
Cries its sorrowful tears,
As if it was ever going to
Hold back my fears:
I’m petrified
Of those gleaming circling eyes,
The way they cruelly decry
Yet are the escape from my mind.
I catch the eyes,
Behind me, they loom,
Glistening behind oak,
With their stony glares
And golden veins
Mocking that of the shard forgone,
Beckoning me away,
From the scars on my hands
And the burns on my neck,
Away yet back,
Summoning this
Musky essence
That hugs me close,
A deceiving embrace.
An earthly call
Shivers the ash
And quivers the trees
Shaking the residue
Off the draping leaves
It’s the peak rumbling once more
Threatening another cyclic war
And an urge to disprove
Overcomes
Yet I remain rigid
Against the damp
I can’t find my feet
And I’m gasping to breathe
But I know I’ll resurface
And let my soul pour out the rest
Of this remedy that I have brewed
To cure my mania that I must best
I have arrived
Lying in the aftermath,
My skin deprived
But my eyes turning back.
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Frostbite Threatens
The flakes of white
Descend from the dull sky
Swaying in calm
Catching my pale eyes
The cold is getting to me
An unwanted blanket
Enshrouding this world
As the mist settles
Blurred by the mist rising from the stream,
Autonomy seemed a distant islet
With only promises of exhales
And glimpses of violet
Yet it corroded attachment and urged to betray
Would they, the Catharses,
Finally end their stay?
No, the night would emerge to prey
And so the dull sky
Seems darker than dull
The death of light begins to take its toll
And although agony the morning does hold,
Without the tears and harrowing screams,
Without the need to cover and screen,
The shades of emotions at the hide of my face
Would decay as they turned to grey
Thusly it seems clear to trust
In these morning pains returning to erupt
But with the darkening skies and resting mist
Clarity is ceasing to exist
The discolour on my hands
And black wrapped around my neck
Tell that a cyclical storm once more
Would be more than I could endure
And so enticing it seems, to have a room
A personal haven from the fumes
A means for reflection, for repose, for rest
As this outside world gets colder by the breath
But how far must I roam?
How long must I stay?
Now resolve grows thin
Come the dark of day.